I saw my baby
I saw my baby
Kirsty shares her heartbreaking #ISawMyBaby abortion pill experience.
I felt horrible taking it, because as soon as I took the first pill, I didn’t want to. I had really bad cramps as I was drifting off into sleep, then when I woke up, I actually didn’t feel anything, so I didn’t think it had worked. And I just remember lifting up my blanket and it being like a scene out of a horror movie. And I just remember getting up, and as I got up I could feel a drip of blood coming down my legs, and then I looked down and I’d made a mess on the carpet. And to this day I’ve still got a stain on the carpet, which is all I’ve got left of my baby now.
Then I rushed into the shower, and I just remember washing the blood of my baby down the shower. The at-home abortion is being made to make you think you’re doing it in the comfort of your own home without, you know, having to travel to a clinic or a hospital. But then you’ve got the memory of the loss of your child in your own home forever. So now, to me, my home is not my home, my happy safe place. It’s the place where it took away my child. If I could go back, my decision would be completely different. And I would never want—I would never want my worst enemy to feel the way I’m feeling now, because it’s the worst feeling in the world.
Salome shares her heartbreaking #ISawMyBaby abortion pill experience.
“I saw the most heartbreaking thing that I’ve ever seen in my entire life. I saw my child… It was the most beautiful thing that I’ve ever created. And I destroyed it.”
Monica shares her heartbreaking #ISawMyBaby abortion pill experience.
“The fetus was floating in the water. It was slightly smaller than the palm of my hand. And the fetus had a head, hands, and legs, defined fingers and toes… I learned later that my fetus matched the descriptions of those roughly 13 weeks along.”
Leslie shares her painful #ISawMyBaby abortion pill experience.
“Chemical abortion is an abortion, and it is an incredibly terrifying, isolating, and painful experience. It should not be downplayed as similar to a heavy period or an early miscarriage. I’ve had both. The chemical abortion was a vi*lent, unnatural pain. Abortion clinics are sending women back to their own homes to partake in the de*th of their own child.”
Christina shares the regret she felt after her painful #ISawMyBaby abortion pill experience.
“Within 2 hours of taking the second set of pills, I had the baby in the toilet. When I turned around, there it was in the sack and everything. I broke open the sack and held the helpless little baby in my hand. I cried and felt like I had just murdered someone so innocent. I regretted it 100% after that night.”
Natalia shares her abortion pill experience. #ISawMyBaby
“I’m 20, and it was in March of last year when I found out that I was pregnant. When I brought the tablets home with me, I was about seven weeks along, but I held onto those tablets for about three weeks. I wanted the baby’s father to be like ‘No it’s all right we can keep it’
I remember when it all started happening; it was around 5 a.m. It felt like I was being stabbed in the stomach. I made my way to the bathroom, and that’s when I passed my baby. I looked down and saw him; it wasn’t like a heavy period, it was a baby. I couldn’t look anymore; it was a child, not just a bit of blood. I must have flushed the toilet without thinking. I didn’t know what to do, so I just fell to my knees and then lay in my bed, bleeding through the mattress. I stayed there for about 3 days on my own, trying my hardest not to think about what had happened.”
Elizabeth shares her traumatic #ISawMyBaby abortion pill experience.
“I could feel a stabbing pain in my stomach, and I started bleeding really heavily. I bled so much that I actually got really afraid that I could die. It was probably the most intense pain I’ve ever felt. When I pushed out the whole sack, it was transparent, yellowish in color, about the size of a tennis ball. And in it, I could still see the baby… I just kinda sat there and held it. Of course, I was crying. And then I flushed the baby down the toilet.”
These are the stories the abortion industry doesn’t want people to know. Women are suffering from the trauma of abortion alone in their homes.
Tami shares her heartbreaking #ISawMyBaby abortion pill experience.
“It was not just a blob of tissue. I had given birth to what looked like a fully formed, intact 14-week-old fetus covered in blood. I scooped my baby out of the toilet. I sat on the floor, held him, and cried.”